Saturday, October 30, 2010


You readers might be sick of it already, but shut up and bear with me, Im not done being sad yet.

Friday, October 29, 2010

For you

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
You were the only person who I felt genuinely liked me for me. I can never forget that.
Ive always wanted to play this song for you, to tell you I felt that way about you too.
Now I cant, but the least I could do is dedicate this cover to you. Sincerely from my heart.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

It was wonderful, and my memories are only of the fondest.

I will miss you.

And we'll be ok. ^^





Strange relationship

Do you love me?
Or am I just another trip in this strange relationship?
You push and pull me
and I'm about to lose my mind

Something so right but it feels so terribly wrong
I keep holding on

Maybe I'm sick of holding on

Something so right but it feels so terribly wrong
I keep holding on

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Siti Syazwan said this

Mencintai seseorang tidak semestinya memilikinya

It goes deeper than you'd think.


Friday, October 22, 2010

No love

I used to be bullied real bad when I was rly young. I never talked about it, and it was awful.
Kids dont understand why they dont fit in, and some just accept it aswell as whatever treatment
they get from others.

There are 2 kinds of people, those who think they're better than others and those who think they're lower than others. Trust me, u may think ur the 3rd type who believes everyone is equal. But theres no such thing aslong as you're convinced that you're so different from others.
Its called feeling superior. And almost everyone has atleast a bit of it.

So yeah.


Tuesday, October 19, 2010

puff puff puff

The thing about smoking is, you'll never understand smoking if you dont smoke.
And you'll never smoke unless you need to. And when u need to smoke, u'll smoke.
Its a bit of a weakness. Smoking helps you cope.

Hate smoking, thats fine. Just dont hate the smoker. ^^
Hopefully we'll all find the strength to quit this weakness.


Friday, October 15, 2010

The brightside

There are certain things you get good at from being turned down all the time.

You can tell when a girl is going to say no before she says it.

And you move on fairly quickly. Why hurt yourself, and why bother her?

Oh and here's a random observation: How come you always hear girls saying "he takes me for granted" but u never hear guys say they're taken for granted?


Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Mona Lisa got nothing on this

A gift from a special someone ^^

yes no maybe I DONT KNOW

I hate guessing.

Its such a pain. Thats why I always go for it. Taking the plunge is better
than the sticky pain of moving nowhere.
My past leaps made me fall. Maybe Im tired of falling. So goddarnit Im back to guessing again.
Guessing hurts.

I hate guessing.

Do I take the leap?


Friday, October 8, 2010

Horny Autorickshaw driver

Think Auto drivers only hit on you girls? Think again.

Our driver who apparently was turned on by my friend accompanying me wasnt
too shy in asking us about sex and blowjobs.

When my friend left he shouted a merry " I LOVE YOU! "

The only scary thing is, he knows where we live now.


Thursday, October 7, 2010

I cant help but smile

I may hate paediatrics, but I love kids. When they smile,
its the most beautiful thing!

Me and Ariff met this lil guy in the hospital when I had the motorcycle accident
months back. Cutest thing ever. He just kept blinking and smiling.

Hamid's daughter Aisyahtaj was laughing and smiling on my motorcycle
when we came to his small eatery today.
We couldnt get her to smile properly on camera but she was so adorable.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Treasure Hunt

So I scour the WHOLE friggin Mantri Mall - So called the LARGEST mall in India to look for

In the WHOLE mall, for all of its glamour and reputed hair salons,
All I can find is beeswax oily crap whose oil content is bound
to grow you an army of pimples and another
wax the hardness of which is likened to erectile dysfunction.

And then I find it!
An acceptable hair wax
the price of which is more than tripled the cost
of a better brand widely available in Malaysia.

But who cares? A dude's gotta get his hair wax groove on.

Did I mention I suffered a friggin
monsoon storm on the way back by bike??


Tuesday, October 5, 2010

I hate to whine but...

With this months cash being late and all

Quite literally these coins I dug up are all the money I have left.
Imagine paying a hundred rupees in coins for a meal.


Saturday, October 2, 2010

After a breakup

So a couple breaks up right...

~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~

Boy: Me and her broke up.

Friends: Hey cheer up, she's a bitch. You're worth so much more than her. She doesnt deserve you.

Boy: Yeah maybe u're right.

~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~

Girl: We broke up.

Friends: Hey cheer up, he's such a jerk. You're worth more than that, you know. He doesnt deserve you.

Girl: Yeah maybe u're right

~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~

So who's worth more than who?


Friday, October 1, 2010

The Experiment

Give me any action/thriller/horror movie. NO amount of guns, bullets, ghosts or blood has
ever made me twitch at all. I yawn and even laugh when others scream in the theatre.

But this movie made my heart race. I was on the edge of my seat.
Towards the climax I was literally ready to punch someone in the face.
This is definitely a powerful movie you do not want to miss.

Take away civil rights from one group of people and chaos ensues. Even in children.
One teacher did the same exact experiment with her elementary students.
Blue-eyed children were denied certain rights while brown-eyed children had them.
The simplest things like only brown-eyed children were allowed to drink from the fountain.
What she witnessed was astounding. Instantly the browneyed kids developed supremacy.
Even those who were previously quiet and shy became bullies. And previously confident, well to do blue-eyed children became meek, cowering in class and scared. When you understand how
big of an impact all this has, you know what the world needs. To prevent violence.

And yet there's much oppression in the world.

From the movie : " You still think we're higher in the evolutionary chain than monkeys?"