Friday, July 1, 2011

Hey you, fellow malay.

Sometimes when u kene that extra hundredth time its a little too much and u wanna rant in your blog about it.

Tak elok la kan panggil orang kita "pukimak yahudi". Lagi2 orang melayu muslim.
Ye, aku melayu jugak. Macam kau. Ko juga boleh nampak aku ke surau kadang2, smayang sejemaah dengan orang melayu muslim. Maybe even the same saf occasionally if u were there too.

And the reason why u called me "pukimak yahudi"? Sebab ko salah faham. Aku defend ko dlm bahasa inggeris and ko tak faham. Walhal ayat aku sangatlah neutral. Tak patut mencetuskan kemarahan. So ko tafsir macam aku maki/perli ko. Tapi tu la ko. Hati penuh dengan benci. Hati hitam.

Bukannya aku pilih membesar kat US tu dulu ok? Bukannya aku pilih utk susah hidup kat situ then balik malaysia tak pandai bahasa melayu. Bukannya aku pilih slang AMERICAN ni. Ingat aku bangga sangat? Apa yg aku boleh bangga? Cubala fikir. Aku nak fit-in. And I try. And Im a nice guy. Rly. And orang melayu yang hati penuh benci macam ko, u never cease to make my life difficult. Pernah ke aku buat salah kat ko?

Ha, ni soalan aku kat korang sume. Asal orang melayu layan aku macam ni, orang bangsa aku sendiri, tapi orang yahudi kat US boleh layan aku baik gila?

Nasib baik girlfriend aku totally awesome. Senang deal with shit these days. I just feel sorry for yours. She has more shit to deal with because of you. On her behalf I forgive you. Allah knows, u prob just had a bad day, and I shouldnt blame you too much for a few rash words. And sorry in advance, by 2mrw I'd feel guilty about writing this post. Because I couldve done what you did if I were in your shoes. We arent as different from each other as we think when it comes to human flaws. No one person believes that they're a bad person. And we shouldnt think anyone is bad either. If you look just a little deeper you'll find that we're all the same. And thats my fav line if you know me well enough. Damn, again sorry. But I feel better. Pls dont take offense from this blogpost, anyone. Peace!



What I think a doctor is.

If u find something as simple as palpating a kid's greasy balls and checking for phimosis to trigger hesitance then being a doctor may not be something u'll be able to tolerate or endure.

And if u're not absolutely thrilled in picking up a healthy smiling laughing baby then being a doctor may not be something u'll be able to find compassion or joy in.

A doctor by MY definition is one who loves humanity. The living breathing beings around him. People.