Moving

Everytime i make a new blog its because I find the old one is not me anymore. I change too much.

Find me here:
http://azrinhazli.blogspot.in/

Hey you, fellow malay.

Sometimes when u kene that extra hundredth time its a little too much and u wanna rant in your blog about it.

Tak elok la kan panggil orang kita "pukimak yahudi". Lagi2 orang melayu muslim.

Ye, aku melayu jugak. Macam kau. Ko juga boleh nampak aku ke surau kadang2, smayang sejemaah dengan orang melayu muslim. Maybe even the same saf occasionally if u were there too.

And the reason why u called me "pukimak yahudi"? Sebab ko salah faham. Aku defend ko dlm bahasa inggeris and ko tak faham. Walhal ayat aku sangatlah neutral. Tak patut mencetuskan kemarahan. So ko tafsir macam aku maki/perli ko. Tapi tu la ko. Hati penuh dengan benci. Hati hitam.

Bukannya aku pilih membesar kat US tu dulu ok? Bukannya aku pilih utk susah hidup kat situ then balik malaysia tak pandai bahasa melayu. Bukannya aku pilih slang AMERICAN ni. Ingat aku bangga sangat? Apa yg aku boleh bangga? Cubala fikir. Aku nak fit-in. And I try. And Im a nice guy. Rly. And orang melayu yang hati penuh benci macam ko, u never cease to make my life difficult. Pernah ke aku buat salah kat ko?

Ha, ni soalan aku kat korang sume. Asal orang melayu layan aku macam ni, orang bangsa aku sendiri, tapi orang yahudi kat US boleh layan aku baik gila?

Nasib baik girlfriend aku totally awesome. Senang deal with shit these days. I just feel sorry for yours. She has more shit to deal with because of you. On her behalf I forgive you. Allah knows, u prob just had a bad day, and I shouldnt blame you too much for a few rash words. And sorry in advance, by 2mrw I'd feel guilty about writing this post. Because I couldve done what you did if I were in your shoes. We arent as different from each other as we think when it comes to human flaws. No one person believes that they're a bad person. And we shouldnt think anyone is bad either. If you look just a little deeper you'll find that we're all the same. And thats my fav line if you know me well enough. Damn, again sorry. But I feel better. Pls dont take offense from this blogpost, anyone. Peace!

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What I think a doctor is.

If u find something as simple as palpating a kid's greasy balls and checking for phimosis to trigger hesitance then being a doctor may not be something u'll be able to tolerate or endure.

And if u're not absolutely thrilled in picking up a healthy smiling laughing baby then being a doctor may not be something u'll be able to find compassion or joy in.

A doctor by MY definition is one who loves humanity. The living breathing beings around him. People.

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Ive been diagnosed guys.

I know why Im so CHUBBY now. Its from Hypertrophy of Buccinator muscle. Why? A condition called

CHRONIC SMILING.

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Pakcik auto tadi malaikat rupenye nak bagi aku pengajaran.

Pakcik auto: U give me extra 10 rupees if i send inside Ramaiah hosp? (senyuman manis)

Me: Oh why? If outside no extra 10 rupees right? I can walk bhaiya no problem (gelak)

Pakcik auto: (turut gelak) Pls bhaiya just 10 rupees (senyuman serious manis)

Me: (tergerak hati) You need money is it?

*dia angguk*

Me: No problem u need money i give. Its only 10 rupees.

*pakcik auto sgt gumbira I bagi 15rupees je lebeh. Puji I baik hati sume.

Me: If you're happy, Im happy bhaiya.

*Masuk kolej amik helmet kuar kolej tetiba dia dtg blk.*

Pakcik auto: I came back, because u left your book on the seat. (senyuman manis)

Me: (pun tersenyum) You see, god has given us a sign. It is the heart that truly matters.

Pakcik auto: (Sage nod)

My last line sgt lame I know but u cant imagine how great it felt to say it and mean it at the same time.

The Community Medicine dudes said this.

There's an important job needed to be done, Everybody was sure that somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but nobody realized that everybody wouldn't do it. It ended up that everybody got blamed when nobody did what anybody could have done.

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Some haha's

"Social compulsion + IGNORANCE = more PREGNANCIES" - quote from Shantaram, community medicine teacher.

Hilarity. How can u not love the guy.

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The Tosai/Dosa epiphany

Happiness in my life is exactly proportionate to how delicious a fermented crepe or pancake made from rice batter is. And right now an order of plain dosa for lunch is an unequaled slice of euphoria.

Happy is a choice. Choose it my friends!

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And if all the world was perfect
I would only ever want to see your scars
You know they can have their universe
We'll be in the dirt designing stars

-So beautiful, Darren Hayes

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All the world is waiting for the sun.

Rain-breaking benjamin cover

The nastiest lies

..are the lies we tell ourselves.

They wrap themselves pretty, and we call it hope.

A misconception of whats intended to mean the opposite.

Someday, it drops its facade. Usually in the form of a brick thrown in your face.

I'd prefer the pinch on the arm to snap out of these delusions.

Yen, wake UP!

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just another music vid

Some of ya'll look like this

study freaks.. hahaha

Let me waste one minute of your life.

If only commed was taught like this!

If it were, Id actually COME to classes.

If India's cows were like this....

Babies come from watermelons

see?

Cover my eyes - La Roux

You were right

Coke does taste better.




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Free

And on my 10th day being cigarette-free, Ive let go.

Of smoking.


Of my bitterness.



Of my hate.

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